I just wanted to get this one out of my head…And out of my soul. I had this in for about 10 years now and I can’t keep it in for any longer. There is about 6 parts to this one.

1. I think that their is no way that I can be happy. Manny have tried only to fail.
2. I don’t recall being happy for the last 10 years. All happy moments have been in a shadow cast over them.
3. People’s first impression of me is…lets say bleak? I cant put it into words mostly, but I do get quite angered about it, but alas, their is nothing I can do.
4. I have some serious issues…People think that that is crazy.
5. People don’t understand me that well, leading to anger inside of me…
6. I truly think that I’m better off dead.

Well, that is all I have to say…at least